(letter to Alex Grey)
*after an invite to Globalgasm*
I am an infant in the study of consciousness.
I don't understand entirely my motivations for trying to spread love, but I
feel somehow it is my role as a human.
Just as a jellyfish floats and a bee spreads pollen.
My current role in this cosmic cycle is to help harness the spiritual /love
potential of a digitally connected world. It has been more sexual lately
because I think people are more open to the mystical nature of their sex
than to their heads. But that focus may change.
I feel like I only know the direction, but you know the destination.
I have a feeling that my "globalgasm" idea may seem crass to you. Perhaps I
should be a more dedicated spiritual student before I attempt to be a
teacher. But I don't think I'm teaching. Just trying to prepare a room for
the class.
I see your work as a sacred text for things indescribable with words. A
wordless textbook.
As a life student, I think my role is to help other people to go back to
school.
By sharing my seeker's path with honesty, I hope I can help other people
become seekers.
Perhaps I can be a bridge. A middle step between watching professional
sports and opening your third eye.
Hopefully some of those people will graduate from the �intro to spirituality� course and become true students of life and love. And maybe a few will even take advanced coursework and begin to share the visionary perspectives that you hold.
Perhaps someday I will, as well.
I just wanted to say thank you. Truly.
Thank you for sharing your vision and inspiring me so deeply.
-John Halcyon Styn
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